Emotional ups and down seem to be a part of the grieving process for me at the moment - I think you just have to go through them to come out the other side. I feel like I'm going through change at the moment and feel unsettled - lots of watershed events to face.
People say 'Remember that no matter how much pain you may feel, you will survive your loss'. I believe this is true and feel that a new, better Tim will emerge from all this sadness, pain and loneliness. A Tim that carries a part of Christine with him and that his her lasting gift to me.
I never wrote a lot when Christine was here now I write all the time, on the blog and in a private journal. Poetry used to perplex me now I seem to get it - thank you Christine.
I never wrote a lot when Christine was here now I write all the time, on the blog and in a private journal. Poetry used to perplex me now I seem to get it - thank you Christine.
"The Light blazes out of the darkness; the darkness can’t put it out. Ever!"
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